Little bit of everything...

What a day already and it's only 9:25a.m. I am in so much pain right now, my legs and other areas feel like they are going to explode. The doctor's say it is normal preggo pains, however mine will likely be worse than usually due to pressure on my cervix's. :( So I am trying to tuff it out but it's getting worse from sitting here, so I may have to go home today and lay down. YUCK!

Anyway my mom and mike landed safely in Atlanta and are on their way to the Caribbean. I am so jealous. Mom is scared to death to fly so hopefully it wasn't that bad for her. While they are soaking up the sun, I get to spend the weekend with Justin. I am excited he is growing up so fast and such a big boy now, I cherish all the time we get to spend together. Even though we agree to disagree most the time, but hey that's what brother and sister's do!!!

One of my best Friends mother is in the hospital. She was having headaches so she went to the doctor and they wanted to run a cat scan. She had that done yesterday and they found a brain tumor. At this point they say they can remove it and all should be well. They will not know if it is cancerous until it is removed. I would like anyone and everyone to pray for her. She is very young, and such a inspiration to all. She is a wonderful mother and grandmother and deserves only the best. Please keep the Burrell family in your thoughts and prayers. God is a healer and I know she is well taken care of. As my pastor said Sunday, surround yourself with people who are like Jesus, well Ms. Burrell is like Jesus. She is a wonderful woman!!

Have a great weekend!

Doctor Appointment Feb 9th 09

I went for my check up today and everything is great. My blood pressure was good, the baby is right on track for growth and her heartbeat sounded great.I start going every two now, which is good I get to hear her heartbeat more often. I complained to my doctor about the swelling in my feet and hands and also the pain and pressure I've been having lately. He informed that's part of it. "Great" :) and to rest and stay off my feet as much as possible. So I am trying to do that. I went home last night and relaxed and it does help when your off your feet. I also have a scheduled appointment to have my stitches removed March 30th. I am so excited. That's only 6 weeks 6 days and the doctor will not stop labor after that. So as long as I make 6 more weeks we are in the clear. She will be ready! I know I sound so ready for this to be over, but at the same time I want God to bring her in this world when he's ready and she's ready. Anyway my next appointment is Feb 23rd I will post an update then.

Emotions.......

Boy being pregnant is a roller coaster, one day I think omg I only have a short time before she's here, the next I think I am so miserable and ready for this to be over. I love my little girl so much and can't wait to meet her, but I promise if I could get her here without have to go through the pregnancy I would. I guess some people love being pregnant, and I love some parts of it. I guess I've really just had a hard time. It's only thing after another. I try to be strong for the most part but some days it just gets to me. My back hurts so bad sitting all day at work, and I think everyday "This will be a better day" unfortunately it doesn't turn out that way. By lunch or some days before my back hurts so bad all I want to do is go home and go to bed.... I know my pity party!!! I will say I wouldn't trade what I am getting in the end for anything in the world, and she is going to be so spoiled and so loved... but at the same time I will think long and hard before we have another one. I now have a deeper respect for pregnant women, especially those we carry multi babies at a time. "Bless their hearts". And poor Matthew he is so helpful and understanding, and doesn't yell back (for the most part) LOL when I just bit his head off. He surely trys to understand what I am going through. Anyway after my venting I want to say I think god everyday for the blessing's he's given me and my family. And the blessing he is about to give little Kylee Jo. According to my doctor's she was not suppose to be here. She was suppose to be the baby I lost. But due to a higher power she will be here soon! I truly believe everything happens for a reason.

Anyway I am looking forward to my Dr's appointment on Monday, can't wait to go over my list of aches and pains! LOL! I am also looking forward to my baby shower next Thursday! And then my mom, mike and Justin are coming on the 19th and I get to spend the whole weekend with Justin while mom and mike are sun bathing in the beautiful Caribbean. Justin, Matthew and I always have a fun, never dull moment experience when we three are together! LOL!

I will update on our process Monday after the Dr's appointment.