Boy being pregnant is a roller coaster, one day I think omg I only have a short time before she's here, the next I think I am so miserable and ready for this to be over. I love my little girl so much and can't wait to meet her, but I promise if I could get her here without have to go through the pregnancy I would. I guess some people love being pregnant, and I love some parts of it. I guess I've really just had a hard time. It's only thing after another. I try to be strong for the most part but some days it just gets to me. My back hurts so bad sitting all day at work, and I think everyday "This will be a better day" unfortunately it doesn't turn out that way. By lunch or some days before my back hurts so bad all I want to do is go home and go to bed.... I know my pity party!!! I will say I wouldn't trade what I am getting in the end for anything in the world, and she is going to be so spoiled and so loved... but at the same time I will think long and hard before we have another one. I now have a deeper respect for pregnant women, especially those we carry multi babies at a time. "Bless their hearts". And poor Matthew he is so helpful and understanding, and doesn't yell back (for the most part) LOL when I just bit his head off. He surely trys to understand what I am going through. Anyway after my venting I want to say I think god everyday for the blessing's he's given me and my family. And the blessing he is about to give little Kylee Jo. According to my doctor's she was not suppose to be here. She was suppose to be the baby I lost. But due to a higher power she will be here soon! I truly believe everything happens for a reason.
Anyway I am looking forward to my Dr's appointment on Monday, can't wait to go over my list of aches and pains! LOL! I am also looking forward to my baby shower next Thursday! And then my mom, mike and Justin are coming on the 19th and I get to spend the whole weekend with Justin while mom and mike are sun bathing in the beautiful Caribbean. Justin, Matthew and I always have a fun, never dull moment experience when we three are together! LOL!
I will update on our process Monday after the Dr's appointment.
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