It's Finally March!

I can't believe it's already March!! I am excited!! The end is near! It's only Monday and I am ready for the weekend, so I can rest! My new symptom this week is excess swelling. I am glad I go to the doctor Monday so he can see this, I had swelling for about the last 8 weeks, but for some reason yesterday and today have been much worse than normal. I got on the scales today and have gained 6 pounds in a week!!! That is not right, I believe it's the fluid. And yes the pregnancy hormones are in full swing this week. Saturday I wasn't feeling well all day, so that might have something to do with it, but I went to get in the shower and the rug in the bathroom was gone, (matthew cleaned the entire house, so I didn't have too) so he put the bath rug in the laundry room so it could be washed. I started crying like someone I loved just died, and I couldn't stop crying, the whole time I was in the shower I was crying about a dang bath rug. About ten minutes after I got out I was fine. Crazy!! I would say I am a semi-emotional person, I cry about things but not just over anything, it takes alot. So when Matthew got home I told him what happened, and he thought it was crazy too, not like me at all. He said let's leave the rug in the bathroom from now on!! LOL! It's got to be the preggo hormones. Weird.

Anyway we almost are finished with baby girl's room. I can't wait until it's all done and my bag is packed for the hospital and then I can surely relax and await her arrival. It's hard to image in a few weeks, I will be a mom. I hope I am a good mom, I have my mind set on the parent I want to be, but you know it never works out like that. I just hope we can raise a child that turns out to be a productive member of society. I plan to raise her the way I was raised. And so far I turned out ok!! :) I know I want make all the right decision's but I hope I at least make mostly right decisions. It's exciting and scary at the same time. It's crazy to think that soon I will have a child that everything that she becomes and does in life will mostly be because of how her parents raised her. That's alot on your plate as a parent. I've put all my fears about parenting in god's hands and I know he will lead me in the right direction.